R.A.I.N

the sky seems to understand my mood

the rain havn't stop ever since

I touched down on Sibu

the feeling of being stupid and useless

keeps repeating it self in my mind

is this how a person feel

when he/she is at the stage of

not knowing what to do and what he/she is becoming in the future?

when will I start to live

when will I live my life to the fullest?

when will I be able to do something meaningful

to my life?

LOST

is this something every fresh graduate feels?

EMPTY

is this something every 20++ year old single women feels?

STRUGGLE

is this something every poor people feels?

somehow

have been pretty emo lately

all thanks to the bloody raining days

and being home alone AGAIN

why do I have to be alone

back in Perth

and now came back to Sibu

the same thing again

I am not type that can

conquer loneliness

I am not a strong woman

no I am NOT

for I am weak

I am so bloody weak

and I HATE IT

can you be a little bit STRONGER

Evee Teo???

Just for your own sake

please be strong

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