Just a post for me to release anger.
How you readers interpret this post is up to you all.
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Well dis post is dedicated the "I-think-I-am-God" people
Initially, I did thought of letting everything go
as long as I get to be freed and live my own life
but with all the incidents going on lately
I'm pretty much pissed in a way
*well, not enough to cause troubles or what cause Dad told me to lay off from these people as they are not worth for me to get into troubles*
Giving lectures and speeches on how one should treat you, blah blah blah....
but not acting on what you speak?
That is seriously not convincing....
Since the 1st day I met you all, brainwashing and parapsychology+ing is happening practically EVERYDAY
At first, yes, I was stupid, I fell for it
Sympathy, Determination, Trust
I was prepared to put all out to help and dedicate
but again and again all the outburst
again and again all the denial
again and again all the blaming
got me really really disappointed
Right after every incident,
the same "damage control" method had been used
One time, Two times, Three times.......... Countless times
we are human being
we see
we hear
we feel
we know
all the isolation
all the idiotic rules
all the psycho
are pretty much useless
I remembered how you all bragged on how you understand human minds and have your way with them
but from my observation and experience
I am truly sorry to say that
YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HUMAN MINDS ARE WORKING AT!!!!
we are not from centuries before
we are not from the freaking olden times
human beings nowadays know how to THINK and JUDGE by themselves
we DO NOT LISTEN AND FOLLOW to what ONE SAID BLINDLY
I remembered how you all blamed on all the what you called "betrayals"
how all of them are going all out to bring you all down
but cause you all are "good people"
you are still standing strong and surviving
and now I think I would be labelled as one of the "betrayals"
whom plotted and schemed evil plans to destroy you all
which even I myself totally have no idea that I was intending to do so
LMFAO
People do not just plot and scheme something evil against anyone
unless they have real bad intention which allows them to benefit from it
what am I to benefit from all these?
I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA!!!
Do not come to me on how well you all had treated me
how disappointed at how I act
for I am not stupid
I know what you all speak of behind my back
I know what you all did behind my back
and
I REMEMBERED ON HOW YOU CLAIMED THAT PEOPLE CURSE YOU BUT AS A SON OF GOD YOU ALL CHOSE TO FORGIVE AND DO NOT CURSE BACK
but from what's been happening and our time together
I wonder if you ever feel guilty at all to say such things and yet your action speaks of the oppose
ROFL
I do not speak, brag or even claim in front of people on how I will treat my enemies
for I do not speak the bad and untruth of the others as it will sin me
I do not gossip nor evilly bringing anybody down
as I know deep down these actions will sin me
I chose to keep quiet alot of times
for God teach us
to not trespass as those who trespass against us
and one more thing which I seriously am effing pissed of with is
DO NOT EVER USE GOD'S NAME FOR YOUR OWN SAKE
at times I seriously thought of putting a Bible at your face
and ask you to READ OUT LOUD to me
and I am really impressed on HOW YOU INTERPRET GOD'S WORDS
and do not worry, this not only bothers me
it bothers my parents as well
All these while,
claiming people are threatening you
badmouthing you
curse to you
but as time passed
we came to realise
who is the one that threatens people
who is the one that badmouth about people
who is the one that curse people
all these leads to pure disappointment
and decision made to be freed from all these dramas
but when I thought I was free
this leads me to MORE DISAPPOINTMENT
to all of you
all the hard work
all the heart
all the extra effort
all the times
I had spent for you all
leads to what?
ungratefulness and all these dramas?
PLEASE
THE BUSINESS AINT MY
AND BY END OF THE DAY
THE ONE THAT'S EARNING IS YOU NOT ME
SO WHY ON EARTH WOULD I SACRIFICE MYSELF
TO EARN MONEY FOR YOU
AND WHAT IS MY REWARD?
"BITCHING"
and do not speak of how well you treated me financially
for I EARNED them
I worked hard to get these money
not because of your kindness and charity
THANK YOU
and have no fear
for
ALL MY FAMILY, ALL MY FRIENDS, ALL THE PEOPLE AROUND ME
knows what I'd been through
for all the sins I'd being labelled
I do not fear you all
as I previously mentioned
HUMAN SEE, HEAR, FEEL, and of course THINK
God See, Hear, and Know
Last but not Least
My Final Words
MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL
