Epic Failed People with Epic Failed Mentality causes Epic Failed Relationships with the Public

Just a post for me to release anger.

How you readers interpret this post is up to you all.

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Well dis post is dedicated the "I-think-I-am-God" people

Initially, I did thought of letting everything go

as long as I get to be freed and live my own life

but with all the incidents going on lately

I'm pretty much pissed in a way

*well, not enough to cause troubles or what cause Dad told me to lay off from these people as they are not worth for me to get into troubles*

Giving lectures and speeches on how one should treat you, blah blah blah....

but not acting on what you speak?

That is seriously not convincing....

Since the 1st day I met you all, brainwashing and parapsychology+ing is happening practically EVERYDAY

At first, yes, I was stupid, I fell for it

Sympathy, Determination, Trust

I was prepared to put all out to help and dedicate

but again and again all the outburst

again and again all the denial

again and again all the blaming 

got me really really disappointed

Right after every incident,

the same "damage control" method had been used

One time, Two times, Three times.......... Countless times

we are human being

we see

we hear

we feel

we know

all the isolation

all the idiotic rules

all the psycho

are pretty much useless

I remembered how you all bragged on how you understand human minds and have your way with them

but from my observation and experience

I am truly sorry to say that

YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HUMAN MINDS ARE WORKING AT!!!!

we are not from centuries before

we are not from the freaking olden times

human beings nowadays know how to THINK and JUDGE by themselves

we DO NOT LISTEN AND FOLLOW to what ONE SAID BLINDLY

I remembered how you all blamed on all the what you called "betrayals"

how all of them are going all out to bring you all down 

but cause you all are "good people" 

you are still standing strong and surviving

and now I think I would be labelled as one of the "betrayals"

whom plotted and schemed evil plans to destroy you all

which even I myself totally have no idea that I was intending to do so

LMFAO

People do not just plot and scheme something evil against anyone

unless they have real bad intention which allows them to benefit from it

what am I to benefit from all these?

I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA!!!

Do not come to me on how well you all had treated me

how disappointed at how I act

for I am not stupid

I know what you all speak of behind my back

I know what you all did behind my back

and 

I REMEMBERED ON HOW YOU CLAIMED THAT PEOPLE CURSE YOU BUT AS A SON OF GOD YOU ALL CHOSE TO FORGIVE AND DO NOT CURSE BACK

but from what's been happening and our time together

I wonder if you ever feel guilty at all to say such things and yet your action speaks of the oppose

ROFL

I do not speak, brag or even claim in front of people on how I will treat my enemies

for I do not speak the bad and untruth of the others as it will sin me

I do not gossip nor evilly bringing anybody down

as I know deep down these actions will sin me

I chose to keep quiet alot of times

for God teach us

to not trespass as those who trespass against us

and one more thing which I seriously am effing pissed of with is

DO NOT EVER USE GOD'S NAME FOR YOUR OWN SAKE

at times I seriously thought of putting a Bible at your face

and ask you to READ OUT LOUD to me

and I am really impressed on HOW YOU INTERPRET GOD'S WORDS

and do not worry, this not only bothers me

it bothers my parents as well

All these while, 

claiming people are threatening you

badmouthing you

curse to you

but as time passed

we came to realise

who is the one that threatens people

who is the one that badmouth about people

who is the one that curse people

all these leads to pure disappointment

and decision made to be freed from all these dramas

but when I thought I was free

this leads me to MORE DISAPPOINTMENT

to all of you 

all the hard work

all the heart

all the extra effort

all the times 

I had spent for you all

leads to what?

ungratefulness and all these dramas?

PLEASE

THE BUSINESS AINT MY

AND BY END OF THE DAY

THE ONE THAT'S EARNING IS YOU NOT ME

SO WHY ON EARTH WOULD I SACRIFICE MYSELF

TO EARN MONEY FOR YOU

AND WHAT IS MY REWARD?

"BITCHING"

and do not speak of how well you treated me financially

for I EARNED them

I worked hard to get these money

not because of your kindness and charity

THANK YOU

and have no fear

for 

ALL MY FAMILY, ALL MY FRIENDS, ALL THE PEOPLE AROUND ME

knows what I'd been through

for all the sins I'd being labelled

I do not fear you all

as I previously mentioned

HUMAN SEE, HEAR, FEEL, and of course THINK

God See, Hear, and Know

Last but not Least

My Final Words

MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL