Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Epic Failed People with Epic Failed Mentality causes Epic Failed Relationships with the Public


Just a post for me to release anger.
How you readers interpret this post is up to you all.

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Well dis post is dedicated the "I-think-I-am-God" people
Initially, I did thought of letting everything go
as long as I get to be freed and live my own life
but with all the incidents going on lately
I'm pretty much pissed in a way
*well, not enough to cause troubles or what cause Dad told me to lay off from these people as they are not worth for me to get into troubles*

Giving lectures and speeches on how one should treat you, blah blah blah....
but not acting on what you speak?
That is seriously not convincing....

Since the 1st day I met you all, brainwashing and parapsychology+ing is happening practically EVERYDAY
At first, yes, I was stupid, I fell for it
Sympathy, Determination, Trust
I was prepared to put all out to help and dedicate
but again and again all the outburst
again and again all the denial
again and again all the blaming 
got me really really disappointed

Right after every incident,
the same "damage control" method had been used
One time, Two times, Three times.......... Countless times
we are human being
we see
we hear
we feel
we know

all the isolation
all the idiotic rules
all the psycho
are pretty much useless

I remembered how you all bragged on how you understand human minds and have your way with them
but from my observation and experience
I am truly sorry to say that
YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HUMAN MINDS ARE WORKING AT!!!!
we are not from centuries before
we are not from the freaking olden times
human beings nowadays know how to THINK and JUDGE by themselves
we DO NOT LISTEN AND FOLLOW to what ONE SAID BLINDLY

I remembered how you all blamed on all the what you called "betrayals"
how all of them are going all out to bring you all down 
but cause you all are "good people" 
you are still standing strong and surviving
and now I think I would be labelled as one of the "betrayals"
whom plotted and schemed evil plans to destroy you all
which even I myself totally have no idea that I was intending to do so
LMFAO

People do not just plot and scheme something evil against anyone
unless they have real bad intention which allows them to benefit from it
what am I to benefit from all these?
I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA!!!

Do not come to me on how well you all had treated me
how disappointed at how I act
for I am not stupid
I know what you all speak of behind my back
I know what you all did behind my back
and 
I REMEMBERED ON HOW YOU CLAIMED THAT PEOPLE CURSE YOU BUT AS A SON OF GOD YOU ALL CHOSE TO FORGIVE AND DO NOT CURSE BACK
but from what's been happening and our time together
I wonder if you ever feel guilty at all to say such things and yet your action speaks of the oppose
ROFL
I do not speak, brag or even claim in front of people on how I will treat my enemies
for I do not speak the bad and untruth of the others as it will sin me
I do not gossip nor evilly bringing anybody down
as I know deep down these actions will sin me

I chose to keep quiet alot of times
for God teach us
to not trespass as those who trespass against us

and one more thing which I seriously am effing pissed of with is
DO NOT EVER USE GOD'S NAME FOR YOUR OWN SAKE
at times I seriously thought of putting a Bible at your face
and ask you to READ OUT LOUD to me
and I am really impressed on HOW YOU INTERPRET GOD'S WORDS
and do not worry, this not only bothers me
it bothers my parents as well

All these while, 
claiming people are threatening you
badmouthing you
curse to you
but as time passed
we came to realise
who is the one that threatens people
who is the one that badmouth about people
who is the one that curse people

all these leads to pure disappointment
and decision made to be freed from all these dramas
but when I thought I was free
this leads me to MORE DISAPPOINTMENT
to all of you 
all the hard work
all the heart
all the extra effort
all the times 
I had spent for you all
leads to what?
ungratefulness and all these dramas?

PLEASE
THE BUSINESS AINT MY
AND BY END OF THE DAY
THE ONE THAT'S EARNING IS YOU NOT ME
SO WHY ON EARTH WOULD I SACRIFICE MYSELF
TO EARN MONEY FOR YOU
AND WHAT IS MY REWARD?
"BITCHING"
and do not speak of how well you treated me financially
for I EARNED them
I worked hard to get these money
not because of your kindness and charity
THANK YOU


and have no fear
for 
ALL MY FAMILY, ALL MY FRIENDS, ALL THE PEOPLE AROUND ME
knows what I'd been through
for all the sins I'd being labelled
I do not fear you all
as I previously mentioned
HUMAN SEE, HEAR, FEEL, and of course THINK
God See, Hear, and Know


Last but not Least
My Final Words

MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL



马来西亚炎热的夏天


马来西亚的天气可是无比了
这感觉就犹如在Perth那超级炎热的夏天
这应该就是马来西亚的夏天吧
虽然,众所皆知的是马来西亚就365天夏天或雨天里
郁闷

那热可不是普通的热啊
在办公室里的冷气都不冷了
坐在电脑面前得好好的设计都不行
这可要我怎样有效率的工作呀

但老天可不会这样折磨我们的
昨晚和今天终于下雨了
而且还是超大的
终于凉快了

但我本人感觉到热
也不能全怪这天气
部分也的让我在吃的这个丸有关系吧
人们所谓的减肥丸
但我吃的这个是全自然成份
唯一的副作用就感觉到体内超热的而且回口干干的
这也有好处啦,就它能逼我喝多些水

效果?
我本人也不懂是这丸的效果
还是我本人的胃口又缩回以前那样“小”的效果
但体重是下降了挺多的
而且天天对着的阿姨们都说我瘦了
^^
*欢喜*


接近生日还有1个月
我又要老一岁了
OMG
*恐慌*

怎么办呀???
还真不想这样老下去
做女人真幸苦也
保养功夫还得加多了
=..=

乘机给Wondermilk打工广告
只从在Facebook上不小心看到这家咖啡厅
就一直想要来尝试下
上个星期六还真的和Claire跑来了
店面的设计风格跟我们Perth的Green & Co很相似
都处于复古,环保风
但不好多是地点
那里实在是太难找到车位里
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2个女人发狂似的点了超多东西吃
Very Typical..... *Roll Eye....*
等Ali来好好的叙旧叙旧



小小的私人feedback



蛋糕:实在是太甜了。。。不喜欢甜食的强烈不推荐。。。 ><
咖啡:我们的拿铁还算不错,虽然不是最好的,但在马来西亚这水准还算接受得到啦。。。
Potato Wedges:强烈推荐,wedges应该有用独门配料腌制了才炸吧,配酱呢是Aioli,绿绿的,但也是其中一个我挺喜欢的酱料。。。。 
饼干:这巧克力饼干是超级强力推荐了。。。很香又不会太甜。。。
Claire一个人就在2天内把它给吃完了。。还特地跑回去买了一大堆饼干回家 *无敌了。。*




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这几天,看到好多好多Perth的朋友的照片
好想念Perth哦
想念那超级干净的马路和城市
想念那超级干的草地*可以滚来滚去而不会占到泥*
想念那超级蓝蓝的天和海
想念那超级熟悉的Northbridge
想念当初大学时期一大堆人挤在一间小小的房子的日子
好多回忆啊~

*老人的感慨*


A Small Trip down Memory Lane
*sob*



  
 
 






 










 
 
 







Sunday, February 26, 2012

Vintage is Love



It's time to decorate my humble little room
I wan VINTAGE!!!!!
gawd......
Vintage frenzy, but it's just so so sooooooo intriguing
<3 <3 <3



Got called up to go to Ikea at like... 9.30am
OMG
I'm being serious!!!! cuz we needa head to Ikea and reach there by 11am
if not, due to it's Sunday, Ikea would be like bloody packed!!!
was quite surprised tho
we reached 1U dat area around 10.45am and guess wut...
MINOR TRAFFIC JAM ALREADY!!!
KL u gotta be kidding me
How many cars do you contain?
=="

but Ikea was still fine
not too many people as expected
which is a good thing
cuz me dun go well with TOO MANY crowd

Furniture hunting
gawd....
it was seriously so so soooooooo fun!!!!
spot a few i wanted
but the pricing was a lil too pricy



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seriously?? for a few pieces of old junk stuffs
the price are like more costly than the brand new modern design???
geez.....
well, might made a trip downtown to Home Decor @ Ampang
for I'd spotted some really really pretty white vintage furnitures there
please please please be budget friendly for me....
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee ><

References of the style i wan for my room











from what i have in my room
i still have a long LONG way to go
but need to take a step at a time
1st stop, my quit cover and bedsheet
got myself some cute floral *some people called aunty style* design for myself!



would love to get Ikea's the vintage metal with white paint bed frame which would cost me around
RM600 but no point... migh as well work my way come up with a move conventional design

To get checklist
Wallpaper or big platform with fabric to give my walls a facelift
vintage style cabinets, dressing table & mirror
photo frames for wall art
and many many more

oh my gudness
so much things to do but so
limited budget....
=(

I need to get myself MORE $$
darn....




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Thursday, February 23, 2012

Just another emo moment



Had a fair bit of chat with Bong last nite
She is stucked and depressed
My heart aches when I see her like dat
for in her i see the old me
the me whom been there done that

In one's whole life, one will come to the phase where
we have no idea what to do with life
How will life goes on as they says "Life's a bitch, so just Fuck it"
and I say "It's damn true!!!!"

I was stuck in the middle of no where
where I don't see any light, I don't see any paths, I don't see a fucking thing!!!!
I was so freaking stressed till I was depressed
the thought of ending the bloody bitch life flashed through my mind like a rewinding tape again and again

Thank God for all the people that came into my life
as a walk by, as an enemy, as a friend, as whatever roll they played
Everything did happened for a reasons
and till now I still strongy believed it!

Thank God for my family,
yes, we are not a perfect family,
we are not filthy rich, my mom may not be the sweetest, my dad may not be the most successful,
my 2 little rascals may not love me as much as I'd wished for
but I am blessed to have them
we've been through ups and downs
we'd struggled, we'd enjoyed
no matter what happen, in the end,
when i'm at my lowest point
they are still the one to be there
holding me strong and tight
trying their best not to let me fall deeper and deeper

One quarrel with big K had woken me up from my pathetic self
Opening up and talking to mom woke me up
like real harsh but real real true too!!!!
"Yes, you are not perfect, and, Yes, you did wrong, and Yes, you may be failure at things you were expected to excell in, so what's with all the
crying and feeling sorry for yourself or even blaming yourself? It will do nth for you at all!! You might as well get over it and find a way to solve the problems and get going with life... There's no point in wasting time and stoping there and feeling pathetic,"

From that moment
I'd learnt not to hide not to escape everytime problems occurs
no matter how hard life is
I will still do my best to get going
even at the moment I have to do it alone
I still have my family to support me
I have nothing to fear

So dear Bong,
any problems
try to open up and talk to your family
Do not let people influence you and take over ur life
You need to be in control of your very own life
be in control and then you will find your path to life
just as I did

I may wasted alot alot of time searching for the right path
I don't want people around me to waste as much time as I had

God be with you all, may all of us find the right path for our very own lifes
Be in control and be happy always
well... at least TRY to be happy always... LOL



Peace out <3



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Monday, February 20, 2012

ROCCOBAROCCO

Helloooooooo Unifi!!!
Finally, the unifi people came and installed the very important things in d new chateau of mine *lots of love*
and came to my surprise, the unifi TV actually does come with Fashion TV!!!!!
OMFG!!!! *overloaded with love*
How I missed all my Fashion TV moments 


Deary Rileen introduced me this website Fashionvalet.net
a Malaysian designers' platform of online boutique
encouraged me to apply for a job for it cuz it's what I'd wanted to do all these while
*cross my fingers & hope for all the best*
pretty pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I wan back into fashion business baby!!!!
and YES I MEAN IT!!!!

*banner is credited to Fashionvalet.net*

and while surfing thru the net,
suddenly this garment flashed in front of me on the FTV


Gosh!!
I found LOVE!!!!
Must credit to its designer Roccobarocco
did a wiki on Mr Rocco


Rocco Barocco, born in NaplesItaly in 1944 is a Fashion designer.[1]
His real name is Gennaro Muscariello. After his first steps in the fashion industry he legally changed his name and surname to Rocco Barocco.
During his childhood and youth, he lived on the island of Ischia in front of Naples, where he grew up with his eight brothers. Charmed by the fashion world, he decided to move to Rome in 1962, where he worked with Patrick de Barentzen and Giles. In 1964 he started a company with Giles, which lasted for over ten years.
In 1974 he opened his own show room in Rome's piazza di Spagna and in 1979, after his success in haute couture, he presented his first prêt-à-porter collection.
I seriously have this thing with haute couture
all the details
all the beadings
all the laces
all the layering
profound love
<3 <3 <3

Roccobarocco's Spring 2011-Ready to Wear Collection












Mr Rocco, way to go dude!!!!!
Congratulazioni, Ottimo Lavoro!!!!


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all these brings back memories
gawdness!!!!!


2011 Malaysia International Fashion Week experience
so so much differences
but frankly speaking
MIFW must do so so much more improvements
so many "hiccups" during the show 
and this is bad 
for this is an International Fashion Week some more
>..<











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Next stop.... I WANNA WATCH 
London Fashion Week
Bora Aksu's Fall/Winter 2012 show!!!!