Just another emo moment

Had a fair bit of chat with Bong last nite
She is stucked and depressed
My heart aches when I see her like dat
for in her i see the old me
the me whom been there done that

In one's whole life, one will come to the phase where
we have no idea what to do with life
How will life goes on as they says "Life's a bitch, so just Fuck it"
and I say "It's damn true!!!!"

I was stuck in the middle of no where
where I don't see any light, I don't see any paths, I don't see a fucking thing!!!!
I was so freaking stressed till I was depressed
the thought of ending the bloody bitch life flashed through my mind like a rewinding tape again and again

Thank God for all the people that came into my life
as a walk by, as an enemy, as a friend, as whatever roll they played
Everything did happened for a reasons
and till now I still strongy believed it!

Thank God for my family,
yes, we are not a perfect family,
we are not filthy rich, my mom may not be the sweetest, my dad may not be the most successful,
my 2 little rascals may not love me as much as I'd wished for
but I am blessed to have them
we've been through ups and downs
we'd struggled, we'd enjoyed
no matter what happen, in the end,
when i'm at my lowest point
they are still the one to be there
holding me strong and tight
trying their best not to let me fall deeper and deeper

One quarrel with big K had woken me up from my pathetic self
Opening up and talking to mom woke me up
like real harsh but real real true too!!!!
"Yes, you are not perfect, and, Yes, you did wrong, and Yes, you may be failure at things you were expected to excell in, so what's with all the
crying and feeling sorry for yourself or even blaming yourself? It will do nth for you at all!! You might as well get over it and find a way to solve the problems and get going with life... There's no point in wasting time and stoping there and feeling pathetic,"

From that moment
I'd learnt not to hide not to escape everytime problems occurs
no matter how hard life is
I will still do my best to get going
even at the moment I have to do it alone
I still have my family to support me
I have nothing to fear

So dear Bong,
any problems
try to open up and talk to your family
Do not let people influence you and take over ur life
You need to be in control of your very own life
be in control and then you will find your path to life
just as I did

I may wasted alot alot of time searching for the right path
I don't want people around me to waste as much time as I had

God be with you all, may all of us find the right path for our very own lifes
Be in control and be happy always
well... at least TRY to be happy always... LOL



Peace out <3



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Cheeky Dadi *heart*

Never know dad can be so cheeky at times

LOL

Today is a darn stressed out day

was busily panicking in the office

then suddenly my whatsapp buzzed

*Look, owh~ its dad*

let's see wht he say

LOL

it seriously made my day instantly

thanks Dad

at least i wont feel as bad as i should today

all thanks to all the workload n stress

and please don't let today be

the 3rd week in a row of me 

working 7 days a week

I would die out of tiredness

sighz~

Oh well

need to mention as well

the love from the Little one

^3^

told me he was at Timesquare

and asked him to deliver something over for me

i was stressed

i need to see my beloved one

thought he would ignore me

like the Big one

but then

surprise!!!

He actually brought me a Chatime all the way from Timesquare!!

love you ah Nong~~~~ <3

and thanks to Yoke Lin as well

for bringing me another Chatime from Pavilion

=..=

Now i'm 

Chatime Overload

LOLOL

Sighz~

I MISSED PERTH'S HIGH TEA SESSION!!!!

I MISSED KING STREET CAFE 

I MISSED THEIR FRENCH HIGH TEA MENU

I MISSED THE DARN CLASS HIGH TEA ENVIRONMENT

I missed how I enjoyed life

like a "rich spoilt brat" back then

=(

another few more years of suffering n learning

My luxurious spoilt princess life will be back

It's learning time at the moment

I need to survive this

I better survive this

sighz

I don't like this kind of feeling

at all

Someone just Hanged Up on me in WHATSAPP!!!!! >:(

Made myself a Signature for both my emails

darn luv it~

This is how it looks like when it's placed in my

Work Purpose Gmail

and this is how it will look like when applied to my

Personal Use Hotmail

yea baby~~~

muahahahahahhahaa

and did a little experiment with Gmail and Hotmail

signed in at the same time

I tried sending an email between the 2 emails

and I do found Hotmail receive mails are 2 times faster than Gmail

oh well

You Got Served Gmail

even tho Gmail do have a better choice of cute themes for the window homepage

still

efficient wise

I'll still stick to the good old Hotmail

^0^

*Hurray~!!*

**********

YES Ladies and Gentleman

this is my flight booking from KUL back to BTU 

for Chinese New Year 2012

must book the flight early

if not the flight tix price is seriously shocking

deathly shocking

Direct flight from KUL to SBU

it's bloody gonna cost more than 1K ringgit per person for a return flight

while

KUL to BTU

will only cost me 400++ ringgit for a return flight per person

GEEZ...

does this mean Sibuian are darn rich and

packed with Chinese people???

=..=||

this is bloody rip off hey!!!

LUCKY I have my dadi and mami

currently based in Bintulu

so we can fly to Bintulu and drive down to Sibu

Will be flying wif the 2 brothers

speaking of the 2 devils

I MISSED THEM SO MUCH 

even tho just had an argument wif the Big boy

some stupid things regarding CNY

how long we will spend in Sibu

and he bloody hang up on me in Whatsapp!!!!!!!

=.=

"No mood talk to you dy, I wan off whatsapp" = "Hang up on me"

Geez~

and hafta called the Little Boy to complain abit

and seek for help

tho he's not much help

just referred me back to Mum

.......

and when Dad called to inform me that

the tix hav been booked

mentioned about the issue

and Dad did the same

referred me back to Mum

........

*speechless*

Hafta Admit

Mua Mum is the Ceasar in the Family

Mua Mum is the Hitler in the Family

we all MUST listen and OBEY to her

no exeption

=..=

oh well

still luv the Mum much much

she is our pillar

mentally or physically

thou she might stressed me out sometimes

but

she is the one to turn to

when we are in trouble

and she will always be there

to set things right

Love You Mum

^3^