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so freaking love his tut~~

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Alcohol in Need

Life in Sibu

equals to

BLOODY USELESS AND MEANINGLESS

have been doing NOTHING

back home

everyday spent at home sleeping

everyday spent doing nothing

go out have Breakky, Lunch and Dinner

and what else?

maybe some alcohol consumption at night?

I may have no luck with men

but I'm very lucky when it comes to friends

cuz everyone treat me like a Baby

and I am really grateful for it

I truly am

^^

the tiniest bit of attention to everything I said

the simplest way to make me happy

when I needed someone

you guys are always around

God is truly fair

Was at Ling's house and I found this

It's a wonder that this thing is still around

after so long!

lolz

this would mean

business is running high and well

and muah fav Ribena packaging

tested out the new flavour

and I AM IN LOVE!!!

^^

RIBENA RIBENA RIBENA RIBENA

Went out wif nana and the girls

shopping in Sibu = pointless

LOL

Dinner at Cafe-Cafe

4 gals with ALOT OF FOOD!!!

every people that walked pass us 

couldn't stop staring at us

LOLOL!!!

and end up consuming alcohol at night

alcohol in my system

is the right way to keep me happy

get rid of all the negative emotions

I hafta admit Ah Yong is reli reli reli so damn cute!

LOLOLOL

one freaking high boy

and he does remind me of the boys back then

when we're all mad drinking back in Perth

and the most incredible thing happened

I seriously couldn't believe

nowadays guys in Sibu still

wrote notes to know gals

LMAOOOOO

Would love to take a pic

but the boys were sitting right beside us

and it would be pretty awkward if

I took a pic of the note

LOL!!!

but hey

it's so freaking OLD SCHOOL

even Ah Nong know it and say

he will NEVER do such thing as well

well

will be back

tonight for more alcohol consuming!

I need more alcohol

>..<

and just downloaded a huge file

of Dream Boy's photo

LOL

MAD HOTNESS

A.T.M

When there is no lust for anything in the world

One is equal to a dead body

Career, Love, Money, Family, Friend

What more can you ask for?

Career

Just score an interview with Lanvin @ Starhill Gallery

will be heading out to KL for interview after CNY

I'd lost a chance for a job 

I don't wanna lost my 2nd chance no more

I REALLY NEED AND WAN A JOB!!!!

Love

Love wise, still no luck

I still don't encounter with a man steady and man enough to come n conquer me

all I see are disappointment and more disappointment

but I still believe in true love

and I still believe the man that's worth it

will come soon

一个会让我心疼的男人是不会让我哭泣的

and this is the type of man

i strongly believe

Sharon said

all along men are not confident enough to conquer me

so she strongly believe

the one that will conquer my heart

will be man with very high quality

潜力股啊！

你现在就给我过来！

lol

Money

I am unemployed

I spent all my savings 

all thanks to bloody LIFE and PROBLEMS

I need a job

and re-start my savings

ASAP!!!

Family

all these while

relationship with family

is the biggest concern for me

A slight denial from the family

is enough to send me off committing suicide

and this is said based on experience

I love every members of my family

all of you are the one i care the most

and what you all said is the words i care the most as well

I really really wish

we would never quarrel no more

and really really spend a real good time together

No matter what

Dadi, Mami, ah Kai, ah Nong

you all are the ones that I loved the most in this

whole wide world

and finally

Friend

I am proud to say

I have alot of really really good friends

all these lovely people

are too good to be true

I know it's hard to meet

people who is worth it for you to trust your heart to

but I am lucky

for having so many that cared for me so much

when you only have

2 dollars in your bank account

who's left 

who's standing there supporting you

who's your real friend

I'd seen and I'd known

with all my heart

I really really wanna thank you all

for being there for me

so

ATM

what will I be?

I have no idea

but

I WILL HAVE A GOOD AND BRIGHT FUTURE

and

THIS IS  MUST

^^

立场

演唱：王明丽 陈凯旋 

王明丽：你说你的内心世界没人能够深入了解  

就算了解也不会是你全部的感觉  

陈凯旋：你也说过我们不能这样下去因为没结局  

就别再浪费时间浪费更多的心血  

王明丽：你说你疼爱一个人的想法始终如一  

唯一就是第一永远惦记什么都迁就着你  

怎么你忘了钥匙就挂在橱窗后壁  

怎么那喘气频率比以前多分诡异 

陈凯旋：听你的口吻代表我们  

之间我有外遇到底  

你还是多心总是对我多次猜心  

竟然没有办法放大信任大家的努力  

也没那必要拖在这里继续的瞎扯下去 

王明丽：就这样请不要再回想请不要待天亮  

如果爱总是那样折磨着你 算了吧  

分手总要勇敢 把我当成过往  

好吗 好吧 就这样吧  

RAP：我不想回想但实在那美丽的恋情有点可笑  

柳暗里成伤花明见离散回忆令人伤  

这一切成一片摧残  

爱情就是要这样吗你要的是吧  

难道说爱被比喻成像一场战  

俘虏与国王被列成两帮反复对抗  

违背着信与仰交换出残暴模样  

违背着信与爱 摧毁那信任和期望 

王明丽：破碎的承诺四处离散  

压抑着的痛 却不能讲  

你我在乎的却烟消云散  

就这样请不要再回想请不要待天亮  

如果爱总是那样折磨着你 算了吧  

分手总要勇敢 把我当成过往  

好吗 好吧 就这样吧  

王明丽：你对待的狠心  

是要我抽离删除对你的记忆  

这不公平我心有余悸 爱你到底  

擦干眼泪当回忆 才能快乐走下去  

这就去 现在我就去 让你满意 的结局  

就这样 请不要再回想 等下一个天亮  

爱总不能有对错或输赢的答案  

趁你还能勇敢 记住快乐过往  

好吗 好吧 就这样吧  

就这样 请不要再回想 等下一个天亮  

爱总不能有对错或输赢的答案  

趁你还能勇敢 记住快乐过往  

好吗 好吧 就这样吧

初恋

昨晚和娜娜还有凤风一起去吃火锅晚餐了

和娜娜认识了将近8年时间了

但只有今年才有机会真正的约会

真是的

3个女人吃饭喝茶还能做什么呢？

聊天，聊天再聊天

LOL

聊天中当然提到了感情事件

也就忽然中

提到了初恋男友了

娜娜问我他怎样了

结婚了不

说真的

我哪知道哇

没联络6年了

现在回到诗巫了

想说要不要去八卦下勒？

去他家看看他怎样了呢？

hmm~  

我自己也不知道 

要或不要呢?

一个遗弃了我的男人

我该去八卦么？

我也不懂

=P



**********

今日的星座说法

巨蟹座 : 你一定是让太多人等你，等了你太久的时间。直到有一天你会把这些花掉的人品一下子偿还，你会歇斯底里的，片甲不留的，彻彻底底的，不眠不休日日夜夜的把所有的气力和人品全部付给等待。

这是在说些什么呢？

我自己都搞不懂

呵呵

应该是没人在等我吧

男人们看到我

脑子想的只有“玩”

不是么？

爱和思念

对于男人说出来是多么的容易

我等人多过人等我吧?

还是说我以前让太多人等我了

所以现在是报应？

-0-

那些“人”是谁

他们自己都没出现

我能怎样哦

区区一个星座的说法

我今天怎么会这么的激动啊？

这个要死的女人病

每个月的某几天

我就是这么无法控制毫无理由的

胡思乱想

难道没人能发明些药物

能让我们这些女人在这段日子里

控制下思绪和心情么？

哎哟哟

巨蟹女鲜为人知的性格：

1.小女儿心态大小姐脾气

2.在背壳里大喊天不怕地不怕

3.说得三心两意，爱得一不做二不休

4.花花公子会把她伤得粉身碎骨

5.情绪起起伏伏，高高低低，她的安静全是假装的

6.总是把不在乎挂在嘴上，当她掉进情网愈深就变得比谁都在乎

7.只有喝了好酒才会让她说真话.

蟹女你怎么

这么的可悲啊？

给与未来老公的一封信

To: 未来老公


老公啊，你还要多起来多久呢？ 赶紧出现了吧，你的宝贝我等你等了快25年了。=( 
宝贝我努力的提升自己，让自己变个有用的女人，这样以后生活再苦我也能够帮你我们一起二生二灭。 
宝贝我努力在提升自己，让自己变成一个带得出厅堂，入得厨房的女人，这样以后我不会丢你得脸，能让你带我出门时感到很骄傲，回到家时能让你吃饱饱做个幸福的老公^^
宝贝我努力让自己变漂亮，这样我们以后天天面对面直到我们老死为止，你也不会觉得腻。


老公啊，这25年来出现了几位我以为是你得男人，但他们都不是因为老公你是不会这么容易就放开我的男人对不？ 因为我们要一起到老，老到们都走不动时你会一直牵着我的手，对不？


老公啊，你赶紧出来吧，宝贝我真的好想你了。宝贝不想再一而再再而三的独自面对这样恐怖的世界了，宝贝真的累了，可是宝贝还是会等，因为宝贝相信老公你是一个值得宝贝等的人。你会是个不会让宝贝伤心和哭的男人。




From: 宝贝老婆

巨蟹座

巨蟹很被动，是因为他们害怕被拒绝，害怕是自己的自作多情，更害怕丢脸伤自尊。所以想要他们主动，就得先将自己的感情很明确的告诉他，让他没有瞎想的余地。他们喜欢暧昧，是因为无法确定哪个更能给他们安全感，在几个中徘徊不定，这个时候谁主动给于更安稳、温馨的感觉，他们心中的天平就偏了。

缺少安全感的巨蟹遇到通讯有问题，就会开始胡思乱想，开始为彼此的关系感到担心。所以说如果是要分手的人，是可以用这招来对付巨蟹座的，因为他们会马上清楚你的意思。不过如果是巨蟹座发现打不通是因为电话忙线中的话，就会显示出温柔一面，会体贴的替你着想，而不再打扰你。

喜欢和人聊心事的巨蟹座，最需要有闰中密友或者是难兄难弟来和他一起渡过情绪的起伏，而金牛座和处女座则是最容易和巨蟹座培养出深厚友情的星座。这两个星座都很实际，所以他们都可以给容易逃避现实的巨蟹座很多有用的建议，也能好好的接收巨蟹座的苦水，给巨蟹座情绪上的支持。

巨蟹的恋人往往就是结婚的对像。对方必须是一个体贴的聆听者，能够在巨蟹情绪波动时忍受他们的唠叨。还必须具有无私的耐心，能够在他们心情不好的时候，提供最温柔的安慰。具备以上两个条件，只要适当的时候装装哑巴，摆出最自然的微笑，这样就足够给他们需要的安全感。巨蟹也会用真爱来报答。

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

蟹蟹女我

张依慧

答应我自己

这辈子我再也不会让我自己

爱上一个会让我哭的男人

这个是一个

自己给自己的一个2011兔年的承诺

*勾勾手*

R.A.I.N

the sky seems to understand my mood

the rain havn't stop ever since

I touched down on Sibu

the feeling of being stupid and useless

keeps repeating it self in my mind

is this how a person feel

when he/she is at the stage of

not knowing what to do and what he/she is becoming in the future?

when will I start to live

when will I live my life to the fullest?

when will I be able to do something meaningful

to my life?

LOST

is this something every fresh graduate feels?

EMPTY

is this something every 20++ year old single women feels?

STRUGGLE

is this something every poor people feels?

somehow

have been pretty emo lately

all thanks to the bloody raining days

and being home alone AGAIN

why do I have to be alone

back in Perth

and now came back to Sibu

the same thing again

I am not type that can

conquer loneliness

I am not a strong woman

no I am NOT

for I am weak

I am so bloody weak

and I HATE IT

can you be a little bit STRONGER

Evee Teo???

Just for your own sake

please be strong

-end-

unconciously

unconciously

everything happened so unconsciously

unconsciously I started to notice

unconsciously I became nervous

unconsciously I got used to you

unconsciously I found I actually missed you

this is weird

really really weird

I missed the me whom is able to be in control 

I missed the me whom had never felt so helpless

everything I want to say

all became lost when you are around

everytime I see you

I feel so helpless yet so safe at the same time

this is so freaking irony

I know I shouldn't expect too much

I know I shouldn't ask for too much

cause all these

is just pure my imagination

but 

these few days
when you are not around
when you don't even bother to text or call me

I realise

I really do miss you

sighz~

Evee Teo

you are in deep shit dy!!!!!!

NO GOOD!!!!

悔

我不要了

我不要這樣毫無頭緒的等待

我不要這樣毫無頭緒的害怕

我不要就這樣中了個根本不屬於我的毒

趁我現在還沒中毒

我決定了

我不要了

我真的不要了

我不要再這樣掌握不了自己的思緒了

反正

被玩已是很普片的事兒

既然不會是我的

我會瀟灑的去放下

我會繼續尋找我的幸福

我要找個真正會愛我的人

一個會保護我的人

我再也不會被這些

溫柔迷失了自己的方向

因為

一廂情願的女人很可悲

自作多情的女人更可悲

我不要再做個

可悲的女人

-完-

玩具

差點忘了

本人天生命屬玩具

一個人見人玩的玩具

有時以為自己的命運會改變

原來一直都是

異想天開

現實終究是現實

別奢求能逃離這個現實

這輩子就這麼可悲的

活下去吧

張依慧

Goodbye bloody 2010!!!!

YES!!!

Finally and Officially saying GOODBYE to bloody 2010

this year i learnt ALOT

this year i suffered ALOT

this year i was so freaking unhappy

this year i cried at my b'day (not the happy way)

this year my life changed

but new year is coming

everything can start afresh!!

even my life

I have no New Year Resolution

only New Year Wish

A Little Prayer To God,

Dear God,

This year Please help me find the rite guy, the one that will not break my heart again for Heartbreak is the most painful thing ever in this world. 

This year Please help me obtain a good job with good prospect, the job which can lead me to a good future and being able to earn ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT of money so that I am able to execute what I promised to Dadi and Mami and my babes.

This year Please help me ensure that I will be happy, cause unhappiness drives alot of negativity in me and I would love to say good bye to Mr Depression.

Dear God,

Please ensure my dear Lao Gong Number 1 safe and sound for He was the one that accompany me through all my tears, when I can't sleep He was the one that let me hug till his neck breaks, when I am angry He was the one that let me throw and bang onto the wall with no complain.

and Dear "LGNo.1" I can't bare to say goodbye to you when i have to leave u on the bed while i pack my bag and leave. I do wish aunty will treat you nicely and at least not throw you away. =(

I really did thought of carrying you back to Malaysia with me, but it was seriously mission impossible.

I Miss You Soooooo Much "LGNo.1" >..<"

Dear God,

Please do ensure everyone around me will have a blessed New Year ahead and all are leading a happy life.

I pray that everyone will have good health and no more negativities in their live.

AMEN