Fuck U Emo PPL

EVERYONE hates emo and pahtetic people

even I hate emo and pathetic people

but unfortunatly

I AM AN EMO AND PATHETIC PERSON

so

CONCLUSION,
I HATE MYSELF


I'd tried hard
but not hard enough

I'd done all I could
but I didn't

living a pathetic life
feeling pathetic for myself

I DO NOT FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF
I'm not that kind of pathetic person
I DO NOT PITY MYSELF
for the shit i'm going thru

I BLAME MYSELF
for all the shit that i put myself into

YES IT'S ALL MY FAULT!!!!
taking up the responsiblity for it
is hard
its too hard den imagine

LEARN TO GROW UP GIRL
you need to learn to grow up
I AM TRYING TO LEARN TO GROW UP
I am....


and...


I'm struggling
struggling so hard


and YES
I WISH TO TAKE THE PLAN
AND FLY HOME STRAIGHT AWAY
THROWING EVERYTHING AWAY

this need courage

PLEASE GIMME COURAGE LORD

I know this would be the 'wrong' thing to do
but WHAT IS WRONG when i DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT?




I DUN NEED LOVE
I DUN NEED MAN
I DUN NEED ANYTHING
BUT
I NEED TO BE SUCCESSFUL
I NEED MY PARENTS TO FEEL PROUD OF ME



I NEED, I WAN, I WILL.... is all the words I use
but...

AM I DOING IT?
AM I ACHIVING IT?

no


this is the MOST PATHETIC
ALL WORDS NO ACTION situation
and I HATE IT


I HATE BEING PATHETIC



AND YES


YOU GUYS WILL HATE ME



DO NOT PITY ME
CUZ I'M NOT WORTH FOR PITY




I AM NOT